900.1865.Twas awkward, but it fitted me —
Twas awkward, but it fitted me —
An Ancient fashioned Heart —
Its only lore — its Steadfastness —
In Change — unerudite —
It only moved as do the Suns —
For merit of Return —
Or Birds — confirmed perpetual
By Alternating Zone —
I only have it not Tonight
In its established place —
For technicality of Death —
Omitted in the Lease —
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That last stanza sure sounds to me like the speaker’s dead. Interpretation of Stanza 3:
I don’t have my ancient-fashioned heart in its established place tonight because of a minor technicality, I’m dead. Death wasn’t mentioned in my lease.
Of course, “dead” likely means emotionally dead. Normally, ED’s heart is “Steadfast” and unsophisticated (“unerudite”), but “Tonight” she admits she’s lost her steady love for someone. I suspect Wadsworth, who now lives in San Francisco, has not responded to her letters and poems.
The same thing happened with Susan long before her marriage to Austin. For example, JL105 to Sue in March 1853 begins with “Write, Comrade, write”, followed by poem F3, ‘On this wondrous sea”.
On March 18, 1853, ED sent Austin JL108, and in a post script said “I have not heard from Sue again, tho’ I’ve written her three times.”