899.1865.Experience is the Angled Road

899.1865.Experience is the Angled Road

Experience is the Angled Road
Preferred against the Mind
By — Paradox — the Mind itself —
Presuming it to lead

Quite Opposite — How Complicate
The Discipline of Man —
Compelling Him to Choose Himself
His Preappointed Pain —
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My interpretation of F899:

Experience is a crooked road that many believe the best teacher for life, and, paradoxically, the mind itself presumes that is true.

But the opposite is true and complicated. Discipline compels each man himself to choose his preappointed pain.
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ED’s experience of hearing Wadsworth preach in 1855 led her to try romance with him, but that didn’t go well for obvious reasons and led to years of emotional pain. Then ED choose what most people would consider a lonely “Angled Road”: writing poetry in a small second floor bedroom for 35 years.

She had her family chores and Sue next door to read her poems, and she wrote nearly 2000 of them. I don’t think she minded her chosen “Preappointed Pain”.