872.1864.Deprived of other Banquet
Deprived of other Banquet,
I entertained Myself—
At first—a scant nutrition—
An insufficient Loaf—
But grown by slender addings
To so esteemed a size
‘Tis sumptuous enough for me—
And almost to suffice
A Robin’s famine able—
Red Pilgrim, He and I—
A Berry from our table
Reserve—for charity—
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My biographical interpretation:
Stanza 1.
Deprived of other Banquet,
I entertained Myself—
At first—a scant nutrition {plain Regaling}—
An insufficient {innutritious} Loaf—
S1.
I forwent a married life and motherhood for poetry and, at first, entertained myself, but that felt insufficient for a full life.
Stanza 2.
But grown by slender addings
To so esteemed a size
‘Tis sumptuous enough for me—
And almost to suffice
S2.
But gradually my oeuvre became esteemable, sumptuous enough for me, and almost enough to suffice for a satisfying life.
Stanza 3.
A Robin’s famine {palate; hunger}— able—
Red Pilgrim, He and I—
A Berry from our table
Reserve—for charity—
Despite my hunger for a fuller life, I feel my poems, like a robin’s song, are a gift to the world.