857.1864.She rose to His Requirement – dropt

857.1864.She rose to His Requirement – dropt

She rose to His Requirement – dropt
The Playthings of Her Life
To take the honorable Work
Of Woman, and of Wife –

If ought She missed in Her new Day,
Of Amplitude, or Awe –
Or first Prospective – or the Gold
In using, wear away,

It lay unmentioned – as the Sea
Develope Pearl, and Weed,
But only to Himself – be known
The Fathoms they abide – ……………………………………………………………………………………………

The last stanza of the preceding poem, F856, posed a question:

{‘Tis} fitter {I will} be—{by} Want—
Enlightening so well—
I know not which, Desire, or Grant
 
Be
{chiefest} beautiful—

I interpret this as:

 

“I’ll be a better poet as a result of sacrificing an ordinary life, but I don’t know which, desire for wealth and love or achieving poetic immortality will be the most beautiful.”

 

[Words in {curly brackets} are ED’s alternatives that I prefer over the usual published version.]

 

I think F857 answers that question at the end of F857:

It lay unmentioned – as the Sea
Develope Pearl, and Weed,
But only to Himself – be known
The Fathoms they abide –

For ED, “The Playthings of Her Life” are her poems. Note the capitalization of every word: Poems are not “Playthings”. For me, F857 is veiled sarcasm of what wifehood would mean for Emily Dickinson: the end of mystical beauty in her life and the opportunity for immortality in her poems. “No Thanks!” she shouts.

If ED were to put away “The Playthings of Her Life”, her dreams would be like pearls and weeds under so many fathoms of water that only God would know what she was capable of leaving to us, her readers.
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The spelling “develope” was widely used during the 1800s and earlier. Google AI
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