799.1864.All I may, if small —

All I may, if small,
Do it not display
Larger for the Totalness —
’Tis Economy

To bestow a World
And withhold a Star —
Utmost, is Munificence —
Less, tho’ larger, poor.

An edited interpretation, my inserts in [brackets]. I read Lines 4 and 5 as enjambed.

[I give] All I may [am], [even] if [it’s] small.
Do[es] it not display
Larger for the [its] Totalness [?]
’Tis Economy
To bestow a World
And withhold a Star[.]
[Giving] Less, tho’ larger, [is] poor [stingy].

A prose interpretation:

I give all I am, even if it’s small. Doesn’t that display larger because of its Totalness? Perhaps ‘tis Economy to bestow a World and withhold a Star, but that is less, tho’ the gift is larger, than the gift of myself.

When Wadsworth “abandoned” ED in 1862 by moving to San Francisco, I think she resolved to “give” the remainder of her life to poetry and to remain faithful to him. To symbolize her sacrifice of a “normal” life, if there were any chance of a “normal” life for someone like ED, she wore only white for the remainder of her life and asked to be buried in a white coffin. Her last letters prove that she loved him until the day she died.

I know, too much biography.